there. it's happened. i can't say that i mind terribly. my eyelids might tell you differently as they're the size of lemons, but im alright. he's not the love of my life. yeah i wanted a better reason than "we've had a good run" or "i dont feel sparks anymore" because he said it so nonchalantly, but i know that last night he was really sorry.
im sorry. i'll miss him.